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Im blur.
Blur with my future.
Dont know what to do.
Dont know which path that i should take.
Hoping everything is fine.
Hoping that there is a light to lead me the right way.
Is there anyone can lead me?

Heard my mom said that my US aunt is coming.
Should i go, should i stay?
Well.
The answer will be shown once the time is right, isnt it?

By the way, kinda jealous with Bao and the others.
Always dance as they want.
Joined so many competitions.
Dont know why it's so hard for me to join a competiton.
Maybe im scare?
But why does it happen?
I mean like i joined solo before, and not scare before.
But suddenly feel so scare when talking about stepping on the stage all alone.
Is it because of ....??
Well, i really dont know the reason.
Just hoping that everything will be alright.