It happened yesterday.
It just happened in a sec.
Imma human too.
I know it's normal if a human drop some tears,
sharing their STRESS, but still,
I just feel relieve after it happened.
The story begin from last Friday - 140411.
Most of us will say - THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.
Well, for me, I should say - I HATE TODAY, THE UNLUCKY FRIDAY.
I just don't know why that gold fish is so annoying.
During Wednesday, gold fish suddenly ask me 'bout my work.
Wanna ask me to clarify whether the account is right or wrong.
Since she asked me to ask with the tax department,
I just follow her order.
Then the car asked me to ask M.P why the tax has some lil problem,
and car wanna M.P to check the account again.
M.P is not young - grandpa age but still,
he's our nice tax consultant.
M.P is so helpful, helped me to check the account,
but the gold fish wants the account urgently.
So i told the fish that the account will not be that fast, since it's 5pm,
and M.P back home.
But the gold fish ordered me to ask the account when M.P arrive by Thursday morning.
Then, me and my colleagues OT until 7pm with the gold fish.. which makes me think she is so fishy.
Second day - Thursday.
After M.P reach his office, he intercom me immediately for the account.
He wants me to do something to the account so he can check through easily.
But, it need some time.
During im working with my job, the gold fish keep disturbing - keep asking for the account.
I still remember that she asked me does it affect the tax amount, I said no.
So, after i told her this and that, I managed to finish it before lunch time.
But M.P went out for his lunch.
And during afternoon, he was busying with his client.
So, he can't help me to check through.
Friday, a day that we should be happy with it because weekend is coming.
After M.P finish checked the account, he passed back to me.
Normal procedure - amend it and passed back to the gold fish.
But, she really piss-me-off.
"U DIDN'T TELL M.P IT'S URGENT MEH?"
"AIYA, SO NOW HOW?"
"HOW I'M GONNA TELL CLIENT?"
"I ALREADY TOLD CLIENT NO AMENDMENT."
"WHY TAX NO CHANGES?"
A-yo!!!! Who tell you promised the client that thing is unpredictable?
That's the deal between you and the client.
Taking me as your punching bag, shoot me?!
WTH is wrong with you?!
Well... early morning you scold me - FINE!!!
I just pretend nothing happen.
So - Saturday is here.
0412. 12th of April.
Mom and Dad's Wedding Anniversary.
A special day for me because after this day, there will be me in this world.
So, i keep my feeling up-high and nothing emo and sad feeling.
Suddenly, gold fish intercom me after she arrived with abnormal time - 8am.
Normally she reach the office by 9am or 10am.
Fine.
Enter her room, asked me to asked another two colleagues too.
So, the conversation in the room is 'bout the job.
Gold fish is passing some jobs to me due to the account is urgent.
So, I have to help one of the colleague before he left the office for his resignation date.
But... the UNREASONABLE thing happen.
The gold fish wants the account by the following Monday,
which means I only left 1 1/2 days to do.
And the problem happen - the account has not yet finish book-keep.
So, I just tell the colleagues that just pass me the expenses ledger to go through.
During I;m doing the job,
I was so stress until my hands keep shaking.
It's not like I write too much but the STRESS THAT IS UNEXPLAINABLE.
I'm so scared and worried that I thought I'm going the same path with someone,
until have some disease such as insomnia or depression.
During the night,
I was with the Ghosting Gang/ Screw-Bus-Driver Crew,
waiting to Pierre arrived for his special gathering.
While we waiting for him,
ex-colleague, where i called them as friends, were chatting.
Talking 'bout change my job, not to stay in that office.
During the conversation, I was the one who keep thinking not to resign.
And the other two keep advice me change my job because it is not worth to work in that office.
After finished my conversation, I was so depress, don't really know what to do.
Suddenly Yik asked me what happened to me, cause im so depress and emo.
So i tell her what happened - from top to bottom.
And suddenly my tears drop.
I don't know what is her feeling actually when she this scene.
Bt I just can't control my tears.
It just drop in that way.
I know it's hard for her to understand my situation too.
She's still a student, and not sure is really happening.
But after I told her my problems, my stress is gone with the tears - although it is just 10%.
But still, I feel so grateful/blessed/relieve.
I do really wanna say THANK YOU again when I see by this week.
Really appreciate what she done to me.
I'm so touched actually when she asked me:
"WHAT HAPPENED?"
"SHARE ME YOUR PROBLEMS/STRESS."
Only these two sentences and makes me feel relieve.
So, at here. I just wanna say THANK YOU.
Thanks to Yik, sharing my problems.
Thanks to R and K who helped me to do my job on Sunday - go back office for OT.
Thank to K and S, who so concern my job.
And of course, a not so related thing...
Thanks to C for her new car, Honda Jazz, bringing me back home after having Ramen at Gaya Street.
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SO CARE ABOUT ME.
I LOVE YOU ALL~~~~~!!!!
XOXO
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